My Love Story

Writing "About me" is the hardest for me to do here in this blog since I'm not at ease when I talk about myself. Although my profession includes Engineering and Teaching in the Academe, I feel discomfort when being put on the spotlight. But I can say a lot when it's about learning, principles, God's greatness and creation, encouragement, people I care for and issues that matter. Okay so that's a very positive introduction, let's expose where that really came from...

I was typical teenager (LIKE YOU are/were) back before 2006--just entered college, insecure, rebellious, prideful, dangerously adventurous, cheater, sinner, LOST. Most of  my time I spent doing things and going places just to find out what will make me happy only to feel empty at the end of everyday because these "happy-nings" were after all TEMPORARY.

It's funny how we have holes, BIG HOLES in our hearts that cannot be filled by the pleasures of bad things, neither even by the fruit of good things.

Yet somehow, there was a man who was so into me. This man I was already hearing about but never really got to be with personally until 2005-2006 came when he started to PURSUE me using every possible means there was...through people around me, through my interest (which back then was mainly music), through my heart. I enjoyed his company and really started to feel the happy-ness that wasn't temporary but rather clean and permanent, or I should call it JOY instead.

So since I met him, I decided to drop off everything that I used to hold on to-- my dreams, untimely relationships, even grudges and frustrations that filled my heart.  Although it hurt a lot to let go, I tell you. He started to fill me up with good, showed me TRUE LOVE, lived with me REAL FREEDOM. I couldn't get even more fulfilled than being with him. Even when storms come, we'll surf through its waves and conquer :D

Have you ever had a best friend who would give you everything, even his own life so you could be free? I had. I have him till now. I'll have him even after forever. HIS NAME IS JESUS ♥

And I'm willing to share Him with you :)